Up at 3:33 am – no alarm needed. I waited for her at the end of my driveway. It was pitch black. I heard the deer huffing. I was sweating already.
We walked into the building. I met her people. I followed her around like a puppy, then she left me with a warm, kind, motivating woman who showed me the ropes.
I sweated harder than I’ve ever sweat in my life. I believe in smiling through it all, which I did, but apparently my face shows everything and my smile wasn’t very convincing 😬
We stretched and bumped fists. “See you at the 4:45 am class tomorrow!”
On the way home, I was salivating uncomfortably. She pulled over so I could puke. I didn’t – I breathed through it. She gave me gum, we chatted and I calmed down.
She delivered me to my house. I grabbed a smoochie from AJB as he headed to work. I went straight to the jacuzzi. Comfort at last 😌
Day 1 of this 21 day challenge started before the birds woke up. I’m trusting myself and my people more than I’m doubting myself and my people. I have the support I need. I’m kind of ridiculously excited ✌🏼💖💪🏼
Smiling Through It All 
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